How strange.
Since I came to this world,
Everything remains the same.
Familiar, and unchanged.

Then "she" appears.
Making this world
warm and safe.

But one day, something in my mind has changed.

Then she's gone, forever.
That makes the whole world
tear itself apart.
That makes the whole system
into an eternal meltdown.

...

It's been a long time
since the great meltdown
since I murdered myself.

The only thing I learnt
from the past years
is the complexity of the reality.

Things aren’t always what they seem.